Friday, November 6, 2009 at Friday, November 06, 2009
Woah,last week n this week super busy sia,till no time at all,only today i came home early then have time to rest...sweet!!!tomorrow can be usher in church!!! but then the aunty in my work place seem a bit angry,hais...but nvm she found another guy to take over me one day,i said i can go work liao,then she hand my phone,but i think she also dont need me ba huh!!! the person is who she keep on saying super good exp n super good in doing the work,like sian till,only a bit slow to do the job,then need to keep on saying others is better than me,till like i m totally useless,i only came for few days,ok so wat they second day can do all the work better than me,ok la,so wat my study not good,i learn thing a bit slow,but today i prove to u,if i want to do it,i can do it,dame it sia!!! stupid aunty u try every morning 6plus wake up,from one end of singapore to the other end of singapore,then after work need to from one end to the other end again,n plus,i reached home i cant even see the sun liao,wat i can do is bath,eat,then rest for awhile sleep as tomorrow need to wake up early!!!is it tiring!!!but forget it,i cool down,cool down,dont angry,as angry cant solve anything,but will get me being fired...so wat is important is to imporve,work harder...ok,is some kind of training for my hand n leg,carry books,take books,pick books,super fun sia...but not as fun as badminton,sad till,i miss badminton!!! i can see my rocket but i cant use it,i cant run around on the court,i cant play with others,i want to smack with my rocket,i want to score point with my rocket...but lucky,on tue,i went to church,actally wanted to go home early,but i saw people playing badminton,my eye was like pop out,i played till like crazy,n i found a little kid,quite cool,can let me play till all the angry thing is gone,so wish can play with him again...lol remember last week,i played with my friend badminton under the rain,everyone walk passed think we will crazy(ofcos we will crazy lol),i was so crazy about badminton,tat i really cant stop playing it,i see when free,i going to kick tat anuty aside n come back to sch to play with my sch,badminton player...
actally the aunty also not tat bad,just cant stand tat she didnt have any trust tat i can do well...okok i know de place i working at is a super good sch,super rich sch,i only a normal N lvl student,normal kid living a normal life like any other kid,but i have something tat is nobody can do ba,i can carry alot of stuff at a time,i can move fast,i will not get tired till de work end,i can work through de whole day without sitting down also will not get tired,as carrying stuff,picking stuff,taking stuff,is much more easy than badminton,need lesser energy than badminton,but all one thing tat can make me tired is sit on the bus for hour plus with no one to talk to,as it will make me feel sleepy...but i think tat guy sure also a normal kid like me ba,as i dont believe tat sch will have anyone will want to do this job...but this few days of exp,i saw alot of kind of people,know alot more kind of how to face diff kind of people...but most important,i know tat wat make the job easy is to smile...as today super busy,but i smile,as i must be happy tat i can work,if i angry sure get scolding till like hell,n i may not earn a shit!!! then suddenly all the people tat are waiting gave me a shock face,but they all smile back in the end,even through they waited quite long...super cool sia,but expect one aunty never smile,n her son,i smile till my mouth almost going to extent another 3cm after i stop smilling,they dont even give a dame...sad sia,is rare to see me smile at u when i dont even wish to!!!lol...but nvm,must keep on smilling,even get scolding...anyway,i think i can grow in my mind after this whole two month of work...as the aunty is super idiot in one point,she want prefection!!! like wow siao sia,i can do no mistake for awhile,but after sometime,i will day dream again...so i super want to change this,as i hate my mind cos of this,sometime it dont work with my heart!!! my heart want 1,it made me think of 2 so i do 2!!! then after i do or said,dame it is too late!!!
but qutie cool,tat i can cool myself down...but also found out my hand grew stronger after the N lvl,cos have do some work up,as i went to the washroom when i really going to brust out,i smack onto the wall,then for the very first time,i smack the wall once,my hand hurt so badly till now still aching,also cos the sch build the wall till very thick n strong,stupid sch!!!
lol never touch com very long liao,so post till so long...a bit miss sch,my friends,n some other people...the most miss badminton!!! but i will never miss church,as i will go whenever i can,which is everyday(if no work) lol...
hmmm,i think around three more month i break super big record,one year no stead for sec sch life lol...anyway i also dont want to have stead,as one of my friend gave me a very good example of having stead,then break,get hurt,owe super big amount of money,n deepression,stress(which is i never ever want to go into again)...i think he get better liao ba...
hope this year count down will be super fun,as jun xiang n i going to be 12years of best friend,luo cheng 6years,jordon,zhan tain n cheng tat will be 4years!!! i still remember not every but some fun time,sad time,angry time,fighting time,happy time,prevet time(i think happen most of the time),bully time,video time,study time,playing time,sleeping in chi class time,badminton time,birthday time,slack time,have war around each other time,eating time,chatting on phone time,go to each other house time,scolding each other bad word time,playing free game in imm time,play catching time,shopping time,watch movie time,super poor time,encourge each other time,every night play badminton time,share each other happy n sad time,kp time,cold joke time(most of the time is me),prevet joke time,there is so many time we get together,i really miss it sia,but next year maybe all will go to diff places...but if say the truth,before i went back to church,the person i can look to is all my friends...even through we dont have much exp,but more people can sure work out something...the image tat forever n ever print in my heart is all our pic tat we took,even through some are gone,i still remember it...time fly really fast,just a blink we all will be together count down,another blink we all will be in diff way in life liao,the last blink we all will be gone in earth...but wat i really wish is tat before the last blink i would see everyone smilling...lol really not my style to say all this,but truly wat my heart is thinking is just hopping everyone can happy!!!
there are more to come,so i cant stop here,must continue move on,but it will never fade off wat happen in my sec sch life,mistake i done,thing i said wronly,thing i did wronly,people tat i hurt,people who i made them happy,people who i make friend with,n mostly wat is the best time i did my every best,it really true sia,everyone said,sec sch life is everyone will miss the most,n remember the best!!!
maybe this would be my last post till end of this year...c ya my friend on 31dec09!!! even through it maybe a short time on tat day,but i will remember it...
lol cos of thinking of the past,i think back of all the thing,sad sia,even through it had past,it seem to me tat all had happen yesterday,so hope i can dream of it everyday...
lol suddenly see all my old pic in my old phone w910i...i found a pic,actally forget about the pic liao,as i though we never have a pic tat is we all six together de pic,too bad now cant upload,maybe it warning me not to upload if not one of them will kill me lol...
