Monday, November 9, 2009 at Monday, November 09, 2009
Lol today just go work,cut hair,want to bank in money in the end gave my father sad sia...
my grandmother now in hospital,i dont really want to feel sad or anything,as i know she is alright...this week also pack full with alot of training n other stuff...
Morning slept at 2am,cool right have work still can so late sleep...dont feel like sleeping...went to work at 7plus lol i though i will be late in de end early than last time...today super easy,nothing to do in work,sit there day dream,hais kept on thinking of one n only question tat made me headach,not money,but other stuff...i dont dare to ask for it,as i have not change till de point where i m totally mature...now the me,is just a bit changed,there are more to change...i dont dare to even have it,as it still not the time...before end work,so sian it started to raining cat n dog,i never bring anything,dont know y starting to dont like to carry bag liao...walk to the bus stop,as the rain is not so heavy...the question is still in my mind,actally never think of it since N lvl finish,but someone asked me tat question,i really dont know...i really felt tat i m totally a idiot,a dumb in this querstion,everything i have a ans for it,but this i really cant,or dont really know wat is the ans...but nvm,since it passed,so forget it,tomorrow is a new day,start fresh...took mrt home,too tired fall asleep in the train,i slept until so sweet tat i drop my phone lol...reached lake side,dont know y i want to style my hair sia lol,wanted to buy wax but no money so poor lol...after i cutted my hair,never cut short but just style it...thinking of changing back my old hair style,but nah forget it,want to have new idea...after tat went home,play psp,watch tv,eat,then wanted to go hospital to visit my grandmother but in the end dont have cos the hospital closed...sad sia...then on com,cool three people tag my blog,ps zt i lazy to relink sia,when i have mood i relink u...if jia hua have see my blog,ps also lazy go yr blog to tag back lol,next time when have mood then tag back... really sorry as today i really no mood
hais today sleep early,if not tomorrow do wrong thing aunty going to nag till like i kill someone...really starting to taste working is even harder than study...so i must study harder next year...but i think i really can grow up during this holiday...learn watever i can now,if not sch reopen,i no time liao...so sorry to joon kiat sia,he asked me out i think around three to four time,few time is cos last min i cant make it,the last two time not free...so i found out,whoever want ask me out really need to book two week before lol...cos after one week i will plan for the other week n the week after liao...hais but only one day is die die no one can book me the is on 31dec09...lol i think also no one want ask me out sia...all working so sian...really feel tat i dont want to move or go anywhere expect badminton court!!! i want to play badminton!!! lol tat kungfu panda coach said end of nov i can get to play with those dont know wat team or soemthing de,lol i will bear till tat day n i will brust out all the sweat i need to brust out...maybe thinking of going back sch n play play first,but dont know how is it like for now...girl n guy together training or guy only girl only training,n is there friendly match??? or who in my sch the badminton player who like to play with me!!! wow i going crazy liao la!!! so wish i still in sec 2 which is the year where,i want how much money get how much,i want this get this,i want go there go here,can go...now sec4 go out more than 2 or 3 time,scold liao,black face,only wear ring also have must treat me as ah beng meh??? style hair only ma if not want me cut off all the hair meh??? dont take bag also scold??? sad sia,i want to go my mother's house stay one week,then can enjoy one week break lol,but i rather my bed,so hard like coffin lol...people like soft bed i like hard bed lol weirdo...hope tomorrow my father will let me go my mother house stay,if can i sure go crazy...but i will be bored till,after work reach home,one person...hais but at night they come home,sleep...but nvm,can rest well,very long never have time to be alone in a dark room with no sound no light(it ofcos lol),no one(which is also ofcos),then i can listen song,cool myself down...sleep so peacfully...maybe tonight sleep in the living room...really getting more n more weird,talking to myself,people need to sleep more hour so have energy,but for me awhile is enough liao...hmm seem like,the problem is super affecting my life,have to forget it once again...
