Monday, October 26, 2009 at Monday, October 26, 2009
Today went to check up,go to jun xiang house,jp
Morning woke up at around 6plus,but went back to sleep cos too early...Then around 8plus my stepmother called me wake up...then bath,eat,watch tv...Then around 9plus,grandmother came,then went to check up...On the way to hospital n went back home from hospital,i slept in the mrt,rest of the time listen to her nagging...dont feel like talking about the check up...Before i go home,i went to jun xiang house n take horror movie,now i have thing to do liao...after tat went home take money,super amzaing today once more,40dollar exchanged for 100dollar super good can...God is super good,n truly amzaing!!! Went back to jun xiang house again,waited for him to put game n change shirt...off to jp...met two of our sch badminton player...i went to bank in money,then went to walk walk,after awhile,the badminton player went off...Jun xiang n i went to shop for bags,n badminton stuff...But never buy anything as we are saving money...so we went to play one round,actally jun xiang wanted to treat me,but i didnt want as he also saving money,so we share money...after tat went home...
Only 198something years the horror movie can scare me till siao,now the horror movie to me is dots!!!
found this blogskin,n so sweet song lol...actally wanted to use"lonly road"the blogskin but too emo liao,so find mushroom blogskin as i like mushroom!!! found the maple the mushroom blogskin actally going to use it,but in the end saw this blogskin then preview it,the song are nice,picture ok,but total up,it nicer than the maple blogskin,as i like dark colour lol!!!
yesterday actally brought a bottle of wine,wanted to drink it,but i didnt as y do i need wine,i have something greater,n better tat can help me heal the pain n hurt!!!
But really cant take it anymore,my father now have three illness,grandmother also have leg problem,both of them going to go for operation,hais!!! Wat can i do?! Wat can i say?! all i can do is to smile,be cheerful,as if i go emo,it will affect their mood too...all i can say is just prayer,pray hard for them,finally we can get close together,i dont want it to end it so fast,but if it time to go,i cant do anything,as life still have to go on,i emo also no use,it only make thing worst...so now since they are alive,i will do my best to let them be save!!!
