Monday, September 28, 2009 at Monday, September 28, 2009
LOL my father crazy liao sia...I tired sleep awhile also scold lol...like who the hell will know they will wat time wake up...Nvm lol...Lol whole week dont need go sch so sain lor,but also good can sleep until very late...but i want to study sia,stay at home dont know y felt so unsecure,like anytime will change into someone else to keep myself cold to not to be unsecure,like i trying to run away from my family...Feeling alway get into my way,as y m i so emotional(ps if spell wrong???
Today is like totally a dont know wat day,morning father came in my room ask me wake up eat breakfast,then i go bath then eat...after tat went to sch find chem teacher,dont know y i had no mood to study lol,but in the end still have study a bit.After tat go find math teacher to take worksheet,then went to eat lunch with Yi Peng lol first time can get so close to him n chat,then i had know more about him.He is not gangster,is just like me,bad tmeper,but he had a good heart.He can really study,my math also had to ask him,maybe if can,will ask him out this week to study.He is cool man,he can study,can play all sport well,n cheerful sometime also very kind.Lol so hope to know everyone better...After tat he went to find his friend,i went to jp to give paid money for my tuition fee,then went to bank to deposit(ps if i spell wrong again)money,then went to walk around cos dont wish to go home so early.Then went to 77th street find a pure black ring,in the end found a pure black ring but dont have my size dots then brought a almost my size the ring...after tat want to go home but still too early so went to library top floor see whether have anyone playing badminton,but no one play,actally want to sit down there get back all the feeling of badminton,cos sat went to play with my friend,i found out tat,i lose the feel...but a stupid worker keep on looking at me,then made me ps lor...then went home after tat...reach home,a bit tired,so bath rest for awhile,sleep...sleep until so sweet,my father suddenly came in,today second time came in my room lor,then shout at me to call me wake up,then i woke up,he scold me for sleeping,like wat?! i sleep also wrong??? then i eat watch tv cos really very sian la...then now on com,play for awhile,then later start doing math n sci...so sian la...Single life is freedom,but also very bored sia,no one to talk to hais...Nvm,now exam must chong...Want to say jia you to her,but i scare sms her,i go crazy again...hais...lol y i alway so crazy n blur de??? Aaron say i 24hour is crazy,i starting to agree sia lol...Thinking of changing blog URL,cos sigle can never be happy,unless is lower sec,cos lower sec have friend pai,but now,everyone chonging for exam,so bored lor,but is ok,as i promised...after N lvl go east coast chong bike till like crazy...play badminton till like siao...
Dont know is it my stepmother is right,after the last break up,i really lose all the feel of playing badminton(ps to write this dumb ass break up thing)...but dont know y i want to play seriouly,but it seem like all my movement starting to jam,or my angle not right,or i hit the ball till the wrong side n get smack...wth a smacker get smack?! Dame it...seem like i had to have a hard time to get all de feeling back liao,dots sia,actally had made a new move,but now had to start all over again...-.- hate to lose liao...
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