Sunday, July 5, 2009 at Sunday, July 05, 2009
YAY FINISH NEW BLOGSKIN...Rain Down...
ok just found out one thing...which is i will be so high or hyper during night time when i m nt alone...maybe this mean tat when i m alone it emo but with anyone it joy...so it mean tat i really want or need someone to pai me during de night or maybe till de end of my life...i had found tat person,de person is no where be found on earth...but above de sky,right across de space,till a place where everyone want to go to which is..."Heaven"...de person who is"U,My Lord,My God."
as today just learn something i wanted to know so much"nothing can satisfy me as sin can never be satisfy...but only God can satisfy me...as sin can never reach promise..."yup it true,it happen to me all along cos i had alway breaking promises but it stop till de day i gave my life to Him,as i like to say this nw "watever i say,i will do it,even it fail de first time there is going to be second third until i sucess! which let me see one thing "Bad thing seen so cool so nice n it worth to try but it can only destroy me n my life,my life had once or maybe twice being destory by sin by guilty by regurtness as i had done thing which had hurt everyone so badly...but life changed...no longer bad temper cos laughter,no longer emo cos smile,no longer scolding cos sweet talk,no longer hate cos love,no longer escaping cos face it,no longer alonly cos joy,no longer fear cos faith,no longer worry cos trust,no longer wrong cos God...with God i can easily see the true n right..."
i had give up everything which is useless to me,de biggest thing to give up is bgr cos it really no big problem seeing others enjoying having a lover...lol it so stupid of me looking 4 something which had cause my life down de drain 4 quite a long time,after i had get up without learning de lesson n did it again...nw had wake up,stand up,get myself clean up,n keep on my life...cos i had found something better than anything on earth which is God...just Him alone can give me watever i needs watever love i want...
