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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 at Wednesday, July 15, 2009
sian i last night was really too hot temper,but remember her made me think tat i m very stupid sia...arrr two years ago i stead with her alot of bull shit came fish... cos of her i fight with my aunt,give up my family,fish in de end wat happen,her bro hit me cos of nothing,her mother scold my dad cos of her lie...fish her la...wat i did sia??? then do she know this pass two year hw is my life like??? she dont cos she still out there doing dumb ass thing...whenever i like or love someone,my family will alway disagree cos of u ass hole...they will alway think tat i will nt control a relationship by myself...n guess wat cos of tat i also think tat i also cant control a relationship by myself then alway ruin everything up dame it...ok be4 i like or love anyone else this is wat happen at de end of our story ya,yup ok i thank u 4 treating me so gd be4 we stead,yr sweet talk is so sweet until i nw remember it i feel kind of sick "cos wow too sweet man" hope if there is really someone reading my blog will understand de " " mean lol...n u r de best girl ever ya,stead with me yet still find another guy wow wat a greatest thing on earth one leg stepping two boat at de same time same day ya??? wahaha want to patch with her then she say can but ask me to do something which is kiss her infont of tat guy who is her stead n tell him i m her stead,fish la u think drama meh...but lucky i never did it cos it stupid...kiss her get hitted up patch but yet still will break up wat...worth to give away my first kiss to someone who dont really worth being treated so nice i dont think so,she had hurt so many people,first me yr first stead ya play finish with me throw me away n letting me know tat u r a flirter ya,n yet want to hurt her second stead wow so gd want to use me sia but in de end is u hurt him by yrself pro man one person hurt two guy,then y i still have to do such a stupid thing...n somemore she is a flirter...ok i disagree tat patching drama stuff,n she scold me,n never contact me 4 two years happy la wth...will i heart pain...wahaha ans is no...cos is nt worth to heart pain 4 someone like her...but also thankz to her tat i hate flirter n didnt trust de world more...lol but nw i changed liao wahaha cos of someone else...sian thing had past two year liao my life is so much joy again but y u still come back??? want to hurt me again??? wahaha no way man!!! my heart is another person de liao...but whether de girl i like,like me or nt i dont give a dame lol,cos study is more important...okok if nt yr mother call me n cried,i dont even give a dame to help u all...u run away from home i let u stay in my house one day pai u one whole night in chinese graden,then nw help yr mother to ask u go home wth i m all of yr dog meh??? i m too kind la,stopping all de mad cow in my house who want to kill u...then waste my one night of sleep pai u,n ask u go home dame u,u still dont go home...arrr if nt cos of yr mother tears care love n worry 4 u i really can dont even care u ass hole,but yr mother word had touch me...if u really have see my blog i really want to tell u this man...this is all wat yr mother want to say to u,in de family she care de most is u,de most worry is u,watever she do is 4 u,ok i know she hit u,but do u think yr mother will nt heart pain??? u just like tat run out of house without saying anything??? do u think is right??? just running away from de problem...anything can sit down n chat man... escaping is nt a way to solve thing... there r many more thing but is yr family thing so i cant say in here...hais just hope u can hurry up grow up i mean yr mind n return home ass hole...dont let yr family worry liao la...i m sick of seeing flirter dame it...feel like i m one too,arrr i dont want to flirt n be a flirter...hais listen to this song it wat i want to say to u(de girl i like) man...i m still right here waiting...if u dont understand wat it mean it alright...even i nw breath i feel hurt...i nw still making all de wish u want to come true man,i know i had hurt u so badly,i know i had never think hw u feel,i know i alway doing thing tat u dont want,i know i had alway letting u wait 4 me,i really hidding myself from everyone to touch my heart i frozen it up,which cause my smile to fake,which made my spirit like flying around...i really had weaken...i really dont know wat more to do...if really can refesh n start all over again,i will never lie again,i will never do de same mistake again...man i feel tat i m really too crazy...
ok start God here cos up there is relationship thing...i m sry God to write below here...erm as i m saying,yup one part tat i will change is her but de biggest part is God,He make me nt me again,as i will never say this kind of thing like,i want to help people,n do thing tat i will never do,like yesterday i think...i will help someone pick up thing when they drop,it really nt me...compare to last time,people life have problem i will say,tty(tat's their problem)...when people drop thing who care just walk away but if de thing drop near me,wahaha i will kick away...it nt something to be proud of,as when people need help,help them...cos if u dont help who will help,do something nice or kind to someone,n people will do back to u like smile to others or wave to others like people in yr sch or u r in a party or watever place but if u really so kind enough n do it on street i only can say pro lol,but if u really want do something gd to someone never ask 4 anything back,as gd thing is much more to life or thing r bigger,like helping someone to find their kid,help people when they r lost,do some saving n help de poor etc...if u do gd thing keep it to yrself as it really dont have de need to say it out,as if u say it out,it will no longer gd thing but proudness come in...if there r reader i hope u all can do something nice starting from today...help someone n de world can be much more peacful rather than killing each other 4 money...i know i m a little crazy about saying this kind of thing on my blog,but i really sick of seeing thing on de newspaper liao...like if de parent want their kid to grow up n become a better person pls dont use hitting as it will just cause them to be hot temper,u all should do gd thing or do something which u all want them to be...cos when de kid is young they will see wat u do n they will learn n become wat u do,i had went throught all this so i know wat de kid want n de parent want...ok i know there r people out there know more than me suffer more than me...so i want to help them which is wat i m doing,arrr dame it i hate helping her,but nvm...but yesterday n last night something happen so wish everyone was there,in during sch time her mother cal me n ask me whether have saw her,but cos i was like erm want to help her so lie to her mother,but her mother sound sad n going to cry so after sch i buy a bowl of mee soton i think is like tat spell n put a bit chili only plus there is no chili can make me blow fire expect dry chili then i pray to God n ask Him to guide me n show me de way wat to do,in de end i ate one mouth,i was like blowing fire out i drunk one bottle of water still cant cure then i went into de washroom n wask my mouth n face then suddenly i think of her mother call me when i m in de washroom ok i do finish de thing i want to do in de washroom n going to leave then she call nt half way,erm so i pray to Him n say i know wat to do liao,n de hot had gone...wow so unreal...then i called her mother n talk to her on phone then she said alot of thing which i hear alot of time from my family sian all family is de same thing sia only nt same problem then ok i know i had to help her mother nt her so i n her mother plan this i meet her out n bring her to her mother but she dont want to ans my call like i think i called about 30 time i think so i pray again to help me ask her to ans de phone n she did wow unreal again...so reach to de time i meet her,in de end nt her mother came but her uncle,we went to his house,but his uncle cant do anything to make her smile or make her change her mind to go home then he ask me to help then he walk away wth,so i prayed so hard n suddenly i remember this happen in one of my dream so i was like talking to her n asking her home,in de end she smile n agree to go home...but today she break promise never go home hais,n her mother call again...dame it waste my time but i will nt give up man i will try harder...lol God is really so powerful man have faith in Him n He will help me if it something gd lol...thank u my Lord
