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i m alive!!! forget about tat dog...he/she want brak watever bull shit is he/her problem...thing had pass so long still want carry out 4 wat...i already never care about her in sch,never sms or call her to disturb her liao...still want wat,everytime i see her have to say sry ar...i say sry alot of time liao still nt enough,u all just think tat she is de only one get hurt??? i also get hurt cos of de mistake i did,nt because she break up with me,is cos i made a fool of myself...i had done so much,yet no respon from her,suffer days n nights,just to make a prefect bottle of star 4 her,yet she is nt happy at all,it is i do nt enough???...is it u all still want more??? i m really sick of this kind of feeling already,u all hate me yet dont say anything...ok i did watever u say,dont care about u...yup i did...dont love u,i m trying...but if ask me dont go badminton,oh i m sry i cant,cos i m badminton freak...badminton is my life...hais just one last thing be4 a gd bye forever,since u r enjoying yr life without me,i m happy...but whenever u need help,here i m...no matter when wat time,i will reach there 4 u no matter wat...since our fate to be together had being broken by me,i will face it...it alright to be single 4 life...as i had never plan to have another stead...my relationship life had come to an end...as i had nothing more to lose...i had lose part of my life,i had lose my laughter,i had lose my smile,i had lose my joy...i m so empty...human r really so weird,whenever thing r gone then they will regurt...hais never mind,it another lesson 4 me to learn...a deep lesson forever inside my heart...i had learn this from my dad,if i really love someone let her go,if she come back then it really fate...but i dont think so,as if i let go all de girl i like then all come back hw??? so i edit it,it de same...love someone dont really have to be with her,let her go,if she keep coming back,no matter hw u let her go,it is fate...as it really true,u let go one time,sure everyone can come back de second time,but if keep on come back i dont think so,as i dont think there is love is forever without knowing each other well...it just so hard to find yr mr or mrs right...but yet dont rush,wait 4 de time to come...i m right here waiting...i will come back to u,no matter hw u let me go...but ask me forever come back,i will be tried...so maybe my fate is just to give fake hope to everyone,n be lonly when everyone had found their mr n mrs right...my mrs right maybe is mrs lonly...hais nvm,lonly is a kind of enjoyment...wat had be done it had be done,nothing more can be done,nothing less can be done...tat stupid dog,if u dont understand anything about hurt,shut up...u think i never think anything 4 her ma!!! i know she like someone,i had walk away n wish her gd luck,wish she can be with de guy she like,n happy alway,i had face it,do u know hw much courage i need to do it??? it is easy 4 u to say,everyone can do it...but it hard 4 someone who had spent time n sweat just to make de relationship stronge...i still remember when we patch de second time,she dont even seen to like me at all,she treat me so cold tat i thought she just stead with me 4 fun...i tried watever i can to make u love me more,care me more,yup in de end u suddenly love me so much tat i cant get use to it,which made me dont want to lose u more,i get more crazy about u,smack people all around just 4 de hack of fake feeling of they stealing u away or hurting u...ok i know everyone will think it an stupid excuse 4 me to smack everyone...i actally dont even wish to get all this bull shit mistake out again,but yr friend carry it out,ok i m sry to say he/she dog,but wat is so scary about writing he/she name out??? ok i know everyone will think tat i will go smack he/she up if i know who is he/she,but my ans is NO,i wil nt,i know everyone will say fake la,who de hell will beleive u...ok if i say,my N lvl is just in 10week time so i dont want to create problem,but i think everyone will just say yea after 10week i will die wat if i write my name out...ok i know hw u all see me,to those who dont know me or dont understand me,i know to u all just think tat i m just a fighter or watever a bully or wat,but people can change right!!! u all dont give me one last chance,hw u all see i change... giving me a chance to u all is so easy,but to me is so important...as this chance can let me make more friend...i had tried all kind of thing,say all kind of thing,watever nw adays teenage do...i had make myself into a fool,it nt me at all,so i change back...no matter wat i did is nt 4 u,is 4 myself...i want friend yet nt bgr!!! i dont care who u r,i just want to make friend with u...even u r de poorest or de richest person on earth i just want to make friend...even u stink worst than 10days never bath,i also willing to be yr friend,ya i know alot of people will say,ya say is easy but wat if it come true can u do it??? my ans is YES...it my vision,watever promise had being made,it will be done,action yet nt word...ok i know some people will say true ma??? u last time say this say tat in de end all never do...tat is y i need a chance to proof i changed!!!ok i know i hurt her alot alot...n her friend alot alot...i m sry,i ask u wat can i do then u can forgive me n can be yr friend,u said leave u alone n stop loving u...ok i can do it,but yet i only can say it is escaping...there r better way,then ask me to leave...nt ask u to patch,nt ask u to be like last time,just simply be friend...friend have alot of kind,one kind is alway go out with u n joke around with u,there r another kind of friend,those who dont alway contact u,but still will say hi to u,i just want to be de second kind...but u dont want to have any ship with me,fine...nothing more to speak,nothing more will be done...i will just leave...i will nt be like last time,cry n beg u until like i m a fool...it stupid n disgusting to do tat,i think back i myself also feel fan...ok i m sry...i m leaving,but i will forever treat u as my best friend...whenever u need help,here i m...u just say a word n i will do watever or help u no matter wat...actally it stupid to say tat word,actally dont even have to say...de word is nothing...lol cos i will help my friend no matter wat,they want or dont want i will still be ready to help,i will get all informatiion i can to help...tat all...i m leaving...
