Tuesday, July 14, 2009 at Tuesday, July 14, 2009
arrr i hate to help people who really dont know hw or watever la...they have family who care 4 them yet they dont know n still there act wat shit...idiot la they dont know hw many kid out there suffering just cos they dont have family or they come from broken family...they have family who love them who care 4 them,they still dont want n thought tat their family never care 4 they only want to lock their freedom...stupid la if their family never care them,who de hell will waste time n cry 4 them,dumb ass run away from home...do they really think tat run away from home can really settle thing? i came from a single family which is unreasonable n cold,this is wat i thought at first...alway thinking tat no one care me no one love then i alway go out find people ti ji hope never spell wrong...but soon life change,my family being to get close to me,but i run away as i dont get use to it n think tat it too late to care 4 me,but i m wrong man...is i m de one who is too late! never knowing tat my family is alway there helping me with thing tat i cause...ok seriously i m easily get touch by little thing but it really de fact tat which parent hit their kid n their heart will nt pain!!! i did seen once tat i talk back to my aunt until she cried...i thought tat she was just buffing wanting me to pity her then scold me back again,but soon i started to like reading so i read a book which is about family...story by story,all true life story,it all de same thing which i had be4...then i finally woke up,tat night after reading tat book tears roll down my cheek,as i had done a totally mad wrong...talk back to parent,lie to them,alway cold to them,never once go out never querrl...be4 i like reading i planned to run out of my house i saved quite alot of money,but who knows be4 i going to go out of my house n want to go to my friend house,all of a sudden,my mind came across a view of me sleeping in street,drinking rain water,eating thing from rubbish bin...i put down my bag n went back to sleep in my bedroom...as tat is when i learn tat there is no place safter than home there is no place more comfortable than home...friend do can last forever but we cant be forever together,as they have their own dream n they cant forever stay with me n just give up on their dream...if u really run out of home,go home my friend,as yr friend or yr lover cant forever feed u or let u stay in their house...even they do can let u stay forever,but u can never find one thing family love...i dont beleive in de world 99.9% of de family will nt care 4 their kid...they do love u they do care 4 u but they just dont really know hw to show out,they hit n scold u cos they dont want u to walk de wrong way...is just lack of knowing each other thought n feeling...think my friend...if u really think tat yr friend can forever be there 4 u,i m sry,but it really cant be seen to be true...i also dare to said tat i cant forever be there 4 my friend,as i also have my own dream,in de end we still have to go diff way...so tat is no point pulling each other down n die together...as if u run away from home u get nothing but loss something...dont escape my friend...face it solve it n happy ending 4 everyone...talk is de easy n safe way to solve thing,last time i dont beleive talking can solve thing but nw i do beleive as when u talk u r letting each other to know each other better...family problem this thing had become very populate sia...maybe cos we still young dont know hw to think???maybe cos parent dont understand us???is de kid wrong or parent wrong???de ans to it is no one wrong...as is because nt enough talking cause querrl,querrl cause misunderstanding,misunderstanding cause war or cold war or watever la,then in de middle person is so sian...cos sure will get shoot lol...overall is just need to talk n thing can be solve easily n cooling way...i nw talk to my family n thing is going well,no more querrl no more misunderstanding,but nw one problem study arrr sian till...nvm work hard till de best...hais help people in de end get scolding fish off lol...single rock!!!can do watever i like wahaha...but if like or love someone hais boring sia...heart pain...