Thursday, June 4, 2009 at Thursday, June 04, 2009

Y do life had to change had to move on n cant go back to make all de mistake we made into nt a mistake? Y do truth to me had to be so painful y cant i just forgive n forget like others? lol i know i m childlish to being a fool like nw,i had changed but it just too late 4 anything to be done arrr idiot... my mind had gone nuts i nw put all de thing [] gave me neatly at big shelf everyday clean it swept away all de dust never let anyone touch it...every morning had to hid in my room force myself to smile be4 going out...i suddenly like to read book just 4 de hack of stopping myself to think of [] cos i still underage cant buy wine lol...heart pain still had to hid infornt of everyone hid until at night then let out if nt everyday go out emo sure will let many people angry lol... i know i childlish but i had waited so long,pain so long even i wait 4ever until end of de day i get nothing i still will be happy cos i had tired n keep de promise...so no matter wat happen i will wait,i will nt like anyone else even want me pain forever i also will never let go...cos i dont beleive if i let go [] sure will be friend with me cos [] maybe also think i will nt let go ba? lol i will nt care hw anyone say me say me idiot dumb stupid fan or watever i will just stay here wait wait wait even reach until de end still cant see [] i will still wait...i can control my temper my mood liao just cant control my emotion my feeling my heart my love n my mind as it all had gone crazy n it out of my control...no matter wat i say nw also no use as i nw still nt worthy 4 [] i still have more need to work on n study...n nw also nt de time to talk about tat nw only study study study after tat go ploy then NS after tat if can go UN it my goal nw found de path in life nw only left with hard work n time... maybe my goal would help me forget de pain but nt de love as it really hard to let go a part of my life which is quite big part more than myself...nothing is more important than [] even my life lol... had to stop lol if carry on sure will nt stop but will nt stop also no use,cos words r nothing,work n sucess r de power to change word into truth...lol put my head back again study hell again wahaha... yes all de books will be my this fri wahaha fri come faster i cant wait to read...lol yesterday whole day outside play sport study lol so tried this fews day also very tried n had being coughing badly this fews day too lol maybe sick liao ba lol but also nt so bad will nt die can liao lol...yes later no lesson can sleep more after study hell lol wahaha...maybe after holiday MIA...

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