Friday, June 5, 2009 at Friday, June 05, 2009

i think my father going to kill me lol cos everyday go out lol then so late go home... arrr bad mood de whole day cos morning i overslept then never go sch cos even i go also will be lock outside sian cant study...after tat went to my friend house play basket ball lol actally want to play fireball in de end cos of some problem then only played nomal basket ball sian...about 1plus went to take back memory card in de end de person never bring wao lao have to wait until tomorrow my horror movie arrr...after tat went to west mall shop shop then late 4 tuition again wth reach there hungry tried n bad mood arrr today everything never went well hais...after tuition one person walk walk shop shop see people play badminton at jp until 5plus then go out with aunt in jp to buy my books lol happy sia...after tat my aunt brought a new phone lol wasted almost half an hour lol hungry until siao after tat went fish n co eat lol nice sia erm dont remerber eat hw many time liao but still very nice lol...i felt weird cos first time went out with my aunt never querrl lol we talk we chat happily even thought i bad mood n hungry still will joke with her lol last time no matter wat happen even hw gd my mood was i still will querrl with her but today never lol wat is happening to me is it cos of de truth made me change? lol it strange my bad temper gone nw i had trust everyone n nw so called kind to others very weird lol...world had change but i dont want something to change hais...but it too late even i had change it is just too late...it is really nothing i can do to change thing back to nomal n start all over again it is really nothing i can prove tat i changed it is really nothing i can do to grant back all de trust u use to give me it is really nothing more i can say to change yr mind... in de pass u had never beleive tat i will love u until so deep so long but i did n nt just deep but is crazy it crazy till my brain is spoiled...till nw i m still waiting still willing to help u still willing to care u but just cant show out in de real world,i dont know wat de hell is wrong with me but i can joke i can talk with other girl but y i just dont know wat to say to u wat to joke with u with other girl i would say watever i want is like i m free to talked but when i m with u was like traped there is nothing i want to say cos i just want to look into yr eye look at u see u smile see u happy whenever i see or hear tat u r happy my heart was like opened,happy sweet n joyed... i nw reading all kind of books to change myself more to change myself until de person u like even i had to keep on changing until everyone hate me i still will do it as u r my life no matter wat i will try until de very very very end to get u back even i cant i still will wait still will try i really dont know wat to do to let go... it really childlish thinking or maybe say stupid thinking cos who de hell on earth would want to waste their time n mind thinking of one tree n give up all de other trees...but no matter hw others say me i still will nt let go even made until everyone hate me i still will nt let go cos if i really like someone i will give up everything just 4 u even i cant get back u...i know i fan until u hate me till want to kill me,i know i m a stupid bloody idiot in relationship but it really my first time feeling so warm so happy so sweet with someone no one on earth had ever let me feel this way be4...i dont know wat i really want nw as whenever i post or alone my mind was just u...in de outside world my mind had alway blank only until something linking to u which is de most painful time in life i had to hid eveything in my heart n act tat nothing happen till reach home close myself in de room listen music until tomorrow morning(have bath)... i m really sick n sick until very badly...nw really starting to think tat i m siao liao sian y everyone is leaving me nw my stepmother is going back thai...it is really my fate to lose everyone in life it is really my fate to be hated by everyone it is really my fate to be alone all by myself it is really fate? y cant i just make thing right y cant i just do thing right y cant i just be mature from de start y cant i just dont be a dumb ass from de start y cant i? sick in pain sinking in pain bleeding in pain crying in pain dreaming in pain need painkiller... no matter wat u become or wat u do i will still love u i will still be right here waiting i will still change i will still miss u i will still be like a siao person missing u...

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