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Saturday, June 6, 2009 at Saturday, June 06, 2009
arrr tried la last night or maybe say today morning 1plus 2 listen song drink water(cos no wine)till like siao maybe drink about 3 bottle or 3n de half bottle of water then very full lol last night dont know y suddenly siao liao siao until 4plus then sleep lol early morning 8plus wake up liao arrr tried la head pain sia hais so wish i could make myself drunk till can sleep 4 24hour...
later going out to study n take back my memory card yay my horror movie...
arrr wat is wrong with me nw all de feeling is back again n again alone alone alone...
m i weak or m i a girl nw scare to being alone being left out...last time so wish to being alone all by myself no friend no laughter no sound no nothing just me inside a dark room watching de moon but nw so wish to have more friend more laughter more fun more joy...in de pass no one can hurt me no one can make me feel pain no one could make me drop a single tears no pain no hurt but nw droped a cup of tears just 4 de hack of a little girl or maybe say 4 de hack of love being hurt feel pain till so badly until cant stand up again i m weak...
first time being loved by someone but yet had to being hurt so badly arrrr dont know wat to write sia no matter hw i write also no use liao it all too late no matter wat i do or say is just fan fan fan cos there is no more love is all just regurt pain lies hurt no love 4 de hack of wanting to being loved by someone is so diffculte ma just only my bad temper my trust had cause me here but i had changed i nw had trust every single one on earth,
i know i never learn hw to step back or take thing easy n cause me to be very very very jelous but nw i learn from others couple or friend tat i m really very childlish in de pass hitting up other just cos of my jelous i had learn my mistake i had changed wishing tat i would be 4give...
de truth had came out which make me no longer bad temper as my relationship with my family had increase all misunderstanding had broken as i bad temper is de cause of wanting them to notice me but nw there is no longer de need...
i had being going around mixing friend which make me understand more thing about de world younger than me older than me or same age as me de people who talk to me i would ask them to be my friend...
i had never fan u since de last querrl we had...
watever u wish 4 i still remerber still changing i would do it just 4 u,it is there r still misunderstanding within us which still made u hate me so much i can change i can do watever thing to stop de hate...a i n i j o c